Years ago, I got married and within a few months, I conceived. It wasn’t planned but still I prepared myself emotionally that I was going to be a mother. But 6 weeks into the pregnancy, my baby didn’t develop, there was no heartbeat. Basically I had a miscarriage. That was the most painful time of my life and perhaps was the most challenging. I cried a lot, though I didn’t blame myself nor God, I did wonder why it happened to ME!
Whenever I came across pregnant women during that period of time, I would wonder why others could have a successful pregnancy but not me! I used to think that miscarriage at the early stage of pregnancy wasn’t such a big deal. I mean, think about it, it’s only a few weeks! Surely there couldn’t be such a strong attachment and bond towards that baby right? WRONG! I was so wrong. In fact, the moment I knew I was expecting, feelings of love and attachment towards that child are formed and that baby was as real as any physical baby to a mother.Share and Enjoy